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this post is more to a ranting post, so don't read it if you don't feel like destroying your good mood.

I think i'm going to give up on something which i don't think i can hold on anymore. It's too tough to handle plus i couldn't understand it after such a long time. Luckily enough, there's still time to pull back. Hopefully, this will be a good decision.

The moment I lost that hope, I gained a new hope (a different type of hope), thanks to a super "advisor" of mine who claimed himself as a taikor, hahaha. Even though I dunno him for long (he's Timmy), at least he gave me some good idea of what I shall pursue next. Oh yeah, thanks to MK too for helping me narrowing down the list of courses which I would actually go for. Imagine I chatted that way with my parents, confirm kena tight slap from them d la, lol. Eh, won't la, probably would just ignore me.

It's probably a good deal of cancelling that hope for this new hope, at least it doesn't look like a dream.

Anyway, our school is damn "lucky" to be selected to try out the questions from the Lembaga Peperiksaan. After trials, we had to sit for another exam, Bio and Maths, it's rather simple but it seems that I've wasted my whole day doing it. For I only remembered it at about 2am this morning, so I went to sleep at 3am. Fortunately, it's just paper 1 questions, i would rather sleep than trying out the questions, not that i'll know the real answers after the exam. It's just a survey for the Authority to check the students standard. While on it, I got to see KL's craziness again in answering all the questions, he was damn fast.... damnn fast.... in finishing up the whole thing. Expected from a straight A1 student for trials.

While in tuition today, i got to know that we'll have a full accounts paper this thursday. Although i know i should be appreciating it but this would be my response... "Fuck you la, you think we robot ah? Trials d, some more that stupid lembaga survey and now another gerak gempur 2 on accounts, you crazy ah? Keep doing test, so much trees for you to chop is it these days? Go save all those paper give your parents use as toilet papers la."
So...... I'm hesitating whether to go or not for that paper, kinda sick of exam d.... plus got accounts tuition on that gerak gempur day. Damn "fun" man, accounts for such long hours in 1 day. Fuh, looks like the school really have high hopes on us being accountants la and I just couldn't wait for that very day. It's just too exciting, exams... ah.... such a "heaven" feeling, probably i should consider it as my favourite past time from now on, love it too much until I can't abandon it for even 1 week.