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Thursday, October 8, 2009

It's Always Meant to Be The Side Benefit, Not Main

hmmm, i was wondering that day. The day when our class got our final test paper result for trials. It was raining in the morning. So, i went to school by car. Went home with my father and told him about the results since he was asking about it days before. I told him haven't get any result that time when actually i've got all the results except for the last paper, haha. After school finishes, he took me for lunch at the tauge chicken rice shop opposite tang chen. I was telling him about my results and then about the KL's result as well cuz i've told him before to relax as KL is teaching me everytime he ask me to work up on my Add-Maths (cannot blame la, since i failed since form 4, hahaha).

I told him KL's a pro in add maths and told about his score to him and said his standard is like Form 6's 1, lol (cuz we did before some logarithms questions which our teacher said is somewhere around form 6's standard, KL finished it, just took a longer time plus since ST said that, thus i was convinced). So, my father relaxed everytime i told him he's teaching me. Then, he told me "mix more with him la". And i got the negative idea whereby i'm supposed mix more with him just because he'll benefit me? I mean isn't it supposed to be the way where when 2 person share the same interest, only then they'll mix more and more? So, it felt as if I'm asked to be a parasite, making friends with KL just because he can teach me Add-Maths. Although i got that impression but i knew those words are meant for good. Still...... it doesn't sound right.

Now to think of it, i was in the same school with him since standard 1. Only different class when standard 1, standard 5 and form 1. I get to know him when i was in........... standard 3 or 4? but we were in the different group. He was always the studious 1 and I was always the playful 1, play-play, play music and play sports. I don't remember studying but I remember I was always in the top 15, haha, such a funny thing, probably all were as shit as me. Plus that time, the competition was super tough.... ya, it's damn tough but KL was still always somewhere at the top there, lol. So, until form 1, we knew each other just by face and name, oh ya.. same tuition also.... and some other things la. Remembered talking to him during primary school days. Then, we knew each other better through scouting, which is the same case with DF. I think DF and KL is roughly the same case (the way we knew each other) but DF always claimed that I bully him during primary school which I totally had no clue at all. Standard 5 also different class with DF i think cuz they were shuffling numbers like odd numbers, 1st class, even no., 2nd class. So, i was the even no. la and got into the 2nd class. Back then, I like PJ the most man, haha. No PJ also, running here and there d la. Hmm, actually i don't remember bullying anyone la.... but since most of my primay school friends claimed so.... so probably the bullying part were not significant to me but significant to them (cuz they were the ones being bullied, lol).

Then, it was better all the way till now. Actually, these 2 guys have a lot of similarities towards me, the way we knew each other, some interests, and both actually taught me a lot (1 addmaths, 1 accounts) and also both are bloody smart. Oh ya, both also score straight A1s for trials. Anyway, it was through the friendship that i gained a lot. Academics was just part of it and was never the main intention of becoming friends with them. Those who know me well surely know I don't give a damn to studies since I was borned until Form 5, hahaha. Before trials, only started to be serious and not bad also ah, grades improved, last time lowest score was.... 30+ (Add maths la of cuz) but now lowest is 63, Add Maths also (wah, damn tak syok this score, if i check thoroughly a bit during exam, could've got at least 65) and rank also improved (today only get to know).

Before that, I set a target but it was slightly off. So, those guys asked me how was my trials (C40 and my sister) today and I told them. They told me, "nvm la" and my reply was "of cuz nvm la" (it's obvious, isn't it? As if I can go claim marks when there's nothing wrong, if got also i dun really care la actually, haha). Fuh, some really damn cunning man, claim marks like hell, from B3 to A2, B4 to B3, unless they're in the right la, then i dun mind. Nevertheless, begging skill, top class (ngo pui fouk). Smart ppl are really smart in everything man.

Somehow, after chatting a while, C40 and my sister both kena blast from me, wahahahaha, as usual la. I thought that C40 damn busy d la, didn't chat with me for so long d even when my status online. See see, today still can talk so much crap and his chatting skill is still as jumbled up as ever. Bleach the movie and bleach anime, suddenly jumbled up together and expect me to understand, aiyoo, upgrade to C50 la at least, hahahahaha. My sister pulak memang kena blast la. She oi me, thought want me to download songs for her again, and I keep ask her oi me for what while blasting her face, calling her stupid and many more. Ai seh, such a good little brother who keep blasting his own sister, haha. After all that, only tell, oi me for fun. Bloody, then blast her even more until she gtg, wahahahaha. C40 at least not so teruk la, at least he know how to counter unlike my sister, take full damage, haih, really stupid la, lol. What a joke man both of them. Eh.... tomorrow accounts got full paper la.... nvm la, this time i shall be relaxed, haha.

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