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so, here's the story of a joker or a story of what i read which made that someone a joker.

today, my juniors got their result for an exam which decides their fate of flying to Japan and the result was out of 42 ppl, 41 passed which means 1 failure and that failure is really a failure as I totally can't comprehend that fail result. As a person who experienced it, it's a totally-impossible-to-fail exam even if you just study like normal through it and the funny part which made me write this is 1 of my friends wrote 'Budak ni kata dia dah usaha giler2 dah..tapi takde rezeki jugak nak wat cmne..sedih laa weyyy..". 

yeahhhhh riteee, 1st of all, i would like to question when did he started his usaha giler2 and how much was his usaha giler2. If he started his usaha giler2 when it was a month before exam, then probably it make sense but even so, i wonder how much had he pushed himself to study and 2ndly, if he tried so damn hard and fail, how the hell did he get this scholarship in the 1st place? Definitely the minimum requirement of 7A+?? is required (or maybe less? since it's this course after all) and when ppl talk about a scholar, they'll always have the image of a person with a certain level of IQ in order to get it even though connections do get you scholarships as well but definitely it must be supported with at least an acceptable level of SPM result. Anyway, the main point is that he as a scholar, i dun fucking get how the hell he failed, wasting public funds and his 2 years and also a spot for someone else who would be more grateful for such a chance compared to him.

His rezeki should come from his usaha and out of 42 ppl usaha-ing which i bet maybe only half or less who actually did the usaha giler2 part and passed but he failed after usaha-ing giler2 and that is a big joke. After this joke come, the floodgate was opened with the others coming in saying it's a road decided by the god. Yeah, the god excuse again when definitely this is within one's control with more effort placed in. The god excuse should only be used when it's a situation uncontrollable by you dude, where i call it as luck, so, get it right and 1 more came and say, let's pray for him as in praying for his well-being after failing i believe. If me ah, fuhh, i won't even consider praying for such a person man. Ok la, maybe i will and it will be praying for him to get himself more disciplined but i think it's a good thing that he failed in Malaysia rather than making a big joke out of Malaysia in Japan. In fact, probably, there is a few more who should fail as well since normally these kinda ppl are not alone (there is always Liverpool everywhere), just that they are saved by discussions, sympathy and certain other aspects for those who barely passed.

And skipping the joker, let's talk about me!! Well, there's nothing much here except studies (well, not exactly since I'm involved in another 2 associations which got my schedule pretty hectic at times but it has its merits as well). So, let's talk about studies which is English and why am I talking about it? The clue is it being related to TOIEC. Frankly, i thought i would have gotten slightly lower marks since i dozed off for like 2 questions, well, nearly 2 questions but i barely caught 1 of it. Well, at here, you can take English lightly mainly because there's totally no competition from anyone. The concept is like this, if there is no competition, there is no need for you to try harder and you'll still top that subject. If you are the top and already that close to perfection for this lvl, is there even a need to try harder? For perfectionist, yup, definitely there is a need there but sorry, i ain't 1. So, from the total of 990 marks, i got 985, which means i got 1 wrong which i strongly believe is the 1 where I dozed off during the exam because the speed was very slow and it was after lunch. I was already sleepy and the speed made it worse, it's like you'll beg for the radio to be fast forwarded. The listening part was that boring but the writing part was more interesting. Interesting, not as in tough, interesting as in it looks more like the English papers i used to take. Hmm, or maybe I'm just used to the writing part that it brings back memory to my body, lol.

It was received today unexpectedly. Class as usual, then, 3rd period and we went to library for English class. I left my stuffs on the table and went for big business in the toilet. Then, went back to class and noticed the teacher was already giving back the results to everyone. As usual, heroes always make the late entrance and this time, guess who's the hero? Damn it, of cuz it's me! but even so, the timing not that perfect la, not like i enter straight get my marks announced and receive a round of applause, just that I was the last to enter the class, lol. So, enter d, see my classmates result, 200+, 300+, 200+ and so on. Since it was a long time ago, i forgot how tough was it and starting wondering 'omg, got so tough meh (while trying to remember how was the exam)? what about mine?'. Then, finally i got my result and my loudspeaker friend saw it. Well, loudspeaker means... loudspeaker. If he got hold of any news, can say roughly the whole class will know about it d in a short period of time. So, in just a few seconds, my whole row got the news and there comes, the teacher's announcement. Basically everyone was about 200 and 300 marks, then announced a girl's name with 600+ marks, everyone was like 'ohhh!!' but it was soon shadowed by the supremo me with a score of above 900 marks and they went 'ohhhh!!' again. Then, the teacher asked me whether wanna  announce the specific score or not and i said yes but actually at that moment, i wasn't really listening, so i dunno what his question was and just answered 'hai' and in Japan, basically if you understand something or not, you can answer with 'hai' and it'll somehow do the trick. It's applicable in many situations actually, like when you understood something completely, when you understand something, when you are not sure of something or when you dun have any clue as in, like 'wtf did you say?' and you can just simply answer it with the word 'hai' and you'll move on to the next conversation or end the conversation but of cuz if it's a conversation with the police, it might become a magic word which will get you locked up in the jail la. Ok, anyway, after i said that magic word, he announced my mark and the reaction was much livelier with 'ohhh!!!!' and a big hand of applause from the whole class and all i did was just with a poker face, raise my hand up and acknowledge them while saying 'thanks, thanks'. There were also responses like こんな人存在するの？ . Since he sat behind me, actually it was a question-form response but i stopped and gave a thought for a proper reply and the 'proper' reply was いるよ with a confident look. Then, he just laughed and awhile after that only, i realized it's a response, it's not meant to be replied, lol.

After that, we changed seats since it's a new sem and i pretty dislike the seat since that seat is an unsuitable 1 for a person who always play handphone during class, only his class though. Aisehhh, now realized another thing, din concentrate in his class also top student for his class, omg, such a genius, 全く存在してるね, wahahahhahaha. Ok, dun worry, I'm done with ss (syok sendiri) d, this is actually another form of releasing stress k, lol.

Btw, while i was a 'genius' in that exam, it wasnt so in the recent physics and math exam i took yesterday especially for physics since my field dun require that much for physics. When i look through the exercise book, for the 1st time in my life, i saw a few new chapters which I had not learnt before in my whole life. Starting i tried to get a grasp of them but since it was too much when i only had 1 hour left, it was impossible. So, i gave up on those chapters, lol. Anyway, the exam went pretty ok, just that not enough time, so i started shooting black holes on the answer sheet which was a pretty nostalgic feeling and the reason why i easily gave up on the new chapters was because this exam doesnt affect me at all except math a little. So, as long as i pass with even shitty marks, it'll just be shitty marks and that's all to it.

And there's another genius who still owes me 50k¥ and dunno how much to our senior, currently broke and owe the credit card company like 60k¥, is asking me whether wanna watch movie or not tomorrow. I seriously cant fathom the invitation and it'll be a few more weeks before we receive our next allowance and he was trying to borrow more money from me to pay the credit card company and I was planning to charge him an interest of 0.1% per day. Looks small rite? but it's damn a lot considering he owed me that amount since last november or october or perhaps earlier? oh ya!!! it was since september i think, damn, so fking long ago d. 3 months of interest, i would have been a rich d man now, lol. Damn hopeless wei this fellow financially and he's another guy who uses the god excuse for the situation that he's in now, i dun mean money though, just the part where he has to repeat grade and getting kicked out of the hostel. Omg, praise the lord man. And there's another senior owing me 40k¥. Seriously wei, they better pay me back although I'm seriously doubting their ability in doing that, lol.