Accumulation of Passing Days

26th - was unsleepy, wanted to sleep at 1am, ended up sleeping at 3am. 2 hours closing eyes thinking of random stuffs. I even tried something funny.... counting sheeps, ended up having a slight headache. Stupid sheeps... Somehow i slept. Had a few dreams that i remembered. 1 was super funny, 1 was average and 1 was weird.... super funny 1 is about a girl proposing to me, a joke man thinking about it again, haha. After laughing awhile thinking back about the dream. Self demoralization arose. "who will propose to have a relationship with you la? dream on la, idiot". After thinking awhile about the inner monologue, it was totally agreed and to the very least, it should be the other way round. average 1 was probably due to the countless hours of studying. had this dream about studying with a group of friends, ended up playing. weird 1 was that i was pouring a pail of water into a sock and the water came out was black and it went to another scene which i forgot. Dun even remember once i poured any water into any single sock nor bringing it into the bathroom. Didn't even wear any socks for that day. Certainly weird.

27th - had another dream. this time, it was kinda of a super weird 1 i suppose. i was in this house, it was a house. that time, my friend was going out of my house who i don't even know who she is. Seriously, i've never seen her face before but she appeared in my dream. Eh.. i think is my mother's friend. After she left the house, she was walking down which actually means my house is actually at a high area. I continue to look to make sure she's safe. After a while, there were 2 guys with some weapons appeared behind her and i shouted "hey, there's 2 guys behind you!" and suddenly came out another tens of ppl from behind trees around there. 1 of them pointed at me and shouted "hey, you!". I was so in deep trouble and ran into my room since all were holding weapons and looking at me. Chaos started where all them were looking for me but didn't know how i looked. Suddenly, my house became a condominium..... So, it was harder for them to find me. That dream continued and it seems endless cuz they didn't know who am i and i was able to walk past most of them. Anyway, forget it. It's a stupid and pointless dream, lol. This dream got moral also man, dun get involved in problem that don't belong to yours. Wonder how i get into all these kind of dreams, maybe cuz my imagination too high d....

It's actually crazy to realize i'm studying about 13 hours everyday. Totally not who i am. If play computer game for 15 hours, i believe la, hahahaha. Remembered during my form 3 i think. Borrowed PS1 from my cousin and played whole day whole night plus it was placed in my room. Which also means that there's a tv in my room. But not so crazy la, continuously whole day whole night, must let the PS rest from time to time. That time i was addicted to 2 games of the PS, Harvest Moon : Back to Nature and Final Fantasy VIII. Play until like 1 expert, lol. Played Digmon Rumble Arena as well until became expert. Even my cousin, who was the owner lost to me when he played with me last year, hahaha. While PS resting, play Counter Strike (computer). That time we had Hamachi network, play with FM, Kenny, XA, KL (kok leong), William, XY and so on. They were kinda pro too man, haha. Which actually reminded me of 1 game, which i entered, China network i think, also CS but i was really treated like a noob there. I died from bomb 3 times in 3 games, not having the chance of shooting 1 ammo at the opponent. Then, of cuz i quit, keep die and watch ppl shoot... /e5 case and that time i was at my above average lvl (like how i played with FM they all) compared to now which is nothing, lol. Back to being a kid, i was always playing Pokemon Gameboy in the computer. My father once asked "what you playing ah in the computer?" while watching tv (commercial that time) and my sister entered "ya lo, everytime play the small box in the computer". Made me laugh thinking about it, and yes, it was a small box, hahaha. That 1 also play until expert man, know which opponent at where, what's the sequence, every single pokemon name and their no., their evolutions, special special quest to capture legendary pokemons, safari areas also know, and so on. Cheats too, spam rare candy like mad ah, wahahaha!

Nevertheless, online game is still the very best cuz we get to mix around with ppl. I played 02jam during form 2 like that. It was a game which coordinates your eyes and your fingers. given 7 keys and everytime you see the bar out of the 7 rows touches a line, you have to press the key. It was a hard game for me, was able only to play up to a lvl 20+ song, hx6 if not mistaken, forgot the song title though. I was more into self training in that game, not playing very much with other ppl other than friends. Btw, lvl 20+ song is super tough man, even some lvl 17 songs, hx type is super gay (and i think was the best among my friends =D). Form 5, played cable awhile but it was boring.... My one and only online game which i really played (i mean giving quite a high commitment) was Ragnarok Online. It was the Free Server, which is a public 1. It was my 1st time playing and actually i got my prime moments during form 4. That was also thanks to SL promoting it to me, still remember helping Stephenas to job change the night before a KH test, hahaha. In fact, it was nice to think about it. We were playing like addicts also but we still study la of cuz. In the end, I was the remaining 1 among my friends who were still playing and that was also the time, i got my name painted in the mind of nearly every active players in the game (character name, not real name) and supported my guild quite a lot i think. Then, i invited kenny to play which he only lasted for a few weeks, lol. Joker player man him, haha. So proud of "owning" a character lent to him. At least he get to feel la what's the feeling of all the guilds in the server against only us, which consist of only around 40 plus ppl. Sometimes, left only 20+ of us against the whole server, which consisted more than 200 players or more in 1 castle. If Malaysia can reach our guild standard at that moment, only start talking about 1Malaysia la. Talk talk talk, action also like 1 kind only. If really can reach ah, i tell you, confirm can win US also la. Eh... how the hell i reach until here.....

Anyway, trials is near.
Oh ya, to those coughing and still haven't cure, i teringat 1 "medicine". Something which i used to consume everytime last time. It's a black colour thick liquid which is in a bottle made of glass. It's something sweet, so even small kids would love it, including me when i was a kid. Drink d, drink some more, lol. And there would be a slight cool sensation after drinking it if not mistaken, if not mistaken la. It was about 10 years ago since i last took it. So, that's the reason i couldn't remember the name of the product. Despite about 10 years, i believe it still exists cuz a few years ago, i remember seeing it being commercialized with a wayang kulit. If still dunno, just take it as i've wasted more than 10 secs of your life reading this, hahahaha.
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continuation (lazy want to publish yet)

27th as well. It seems like i got weaker. Was dizzy a little when studying. Probably due to the rain, went to tuition by riding bike when raining. Those who rode motor during rain before will know how "fun and cooling" was it. Ended up in the tuition wet, luckily i smart la, wear jacket, so not that wet but still, it was raining heavily after entering the tuition and the air-con felt so cold. In fact, it was totally cold. Everyone felt it as well.
28th - had muscle ache when woke up... thanks to the 70 push ups i did yesterday. lol, after months didn't do a single push up, suddenly do 70, hahaha, but 70+ is my limit currently, seems like i lost 30+% of my hand stamina. I'll definitely be able to do more than 100+ push ups again after a week or so after SPM. Then, went for a hair cut and don't even need to comb my hair after bath anymore after that, wahahaha. And.. wtf, my bro and my parents went to gleneagle... the hospital which i heard has the best facilities. He lack blood... omg but he should be ok la i think, according to my intuition, lol.

29th- the Jalur Gemilang seems to be increasing in number these days, some even put it at the back of their cars. Sounds more like a short term patriotism to me, or perhaps hypocrite? If you're really patriotic, put on those flags everyday, why should you guys put it on only when near to the national day? So obvious it's just for show. Including those skyscrapers in KL, suddenly putting the Jalur Gemilang, which before this, was only windows which reflects heat.
>Woke up in the near afternoon to realize that my parents were not around, probably went to Gleneagle d. At night, surprisingly, a call from my mother "in another 1 hour, we're going out to eat" and i was shocked, going out to eat... i hear wrong ah? cuz very very long din go out eat d, so it's weird la, lol.

30th- MANCHESTER UNITED WON ARSENAL BY 2-1. WOOO!!! and Timothy smsed me "goal!!!" when Arsenal was leading 1-0.
1st half memang Arsenal was the better team and they deserved the goal scored by Arshavin. Then, 2nd half started, the flow was still on Arsenal side but the flow started to change side after 10 minutes or so, in a slow pace. SUDDENLY, Rooney was chasing after a ball, he kicked it and the keeper at the same time was stretching his arm out just to catch Rooney's legs (he aimed for the ball of cuz, lol). It was a foul and since it was in the penalty box, a PENALTY. Rooney took it and he scored! Then, it was quite an even game till 1 moment where Ryan Giggs took a free kick. He shot! but it didn't enter the net....... YET. Instead it hit a "squirrel's" head and it was an own goal. Wow, he headed towards behind and score for MU, nice 1. I was totally proud of the "squirrel" for his big help. After that, there were chances for both team till the very end. After the extra 5 minutes, the referee haven't blow the whistle (supposed to end d) and Van Persie scored, wtf... but fortunately it was offside, HAHAHAHA. I was laughing there until the the referee suddenly went to Arsene Wenger there, thought wanna give them the goal but luckily enough, it was STILL an offside. Get to watch the "opera" created by Arsene Wenger though, walking to the top there and talking cock,creating drama, can't accept defeat. It was more than the time limit after all, and it's offside~~ If it was Alex Ferguson, i bet he would've accepted the result calmly. Later need to go Gleneagle d... evening i think to check out my bro. And hey! Family members are more important than SPM trials, it doesn't matter even if the journey to and fro take hours. At least that's what i've learned today. Starting i was reluctant to go since trials is damn near but on the 2nd thought, he's my brother and yes, i should go. Moral support and those kinda stuffs.

Finally, it's damn weird i'm not sleepy at these hours anymore..... what the heck... After a few days of holiday, couldn't sleep early anymore... haih...
but then again, Manchester United won! who cares about this cheap stuff, dude, hahaha!
I bet MU fans all around the world were singing "Glory Glory Man United!" after MU won. It was a good lost by Arsenal, wahahahah!
Oh ya! MU fans are humble, we don't sms ppl "goal!!!" just for a goal. We cherish every great moments together as a team. Unlike some ppl, wanting their team to win just to sms ppl "goal!!!", lol. Which later on i smsed "thanks for telling that FOR me", haha.