today was the last year of my school days which i can play volleyball, representing the school, i mean.. because today was an important match as we've won 1, lost 1 yesterday, and since we lost to Sri Kota today, it was the end for the Georgians, we slay dragons but we don't slay volleyballs, so we lost it.. and it was mainly because of our players' agility and lack of speed to move to the ball and take it.. as everyone said, we have the skills and trainings needed to sweep the whole prefecture, but we lost because of this.. we have the dex, str, and luk but dont have the agi and probably int.. what's 1 more d ah.. str,agi,luk,dex,int.. oh ya.. got 5 only i think... all of them didnt run to the ball expecting it to fly to their hands, lol, but it's normal i guess since they're nervous in competitions.. but still this nervous excuse is unacceptable la since they've played many games before this... so, yea, that's the end, and we were the runners-up last year, lol, memalukan, group staging also fail to break through... haih, i've played a while yesterday.. but today none, so i only gave some advice through the outside, shouting "blocking, covering,relax" and so on just to let them remember what they're supposed to do, sometimes people do forget stuffs when they're in that kind of situation itself.
Anyway, time to focus on my scouts stuffs... today was the raptai for sports day.. and I heard scouts was like shit... and I myself expected that, you know why? Because I've made training for the whole week, and the attendance is so god damn little until they couldn't train up their timing at all, less than 10 fellows training for a 33 ppl team... what timing do you expect from them? when they're not even training by themselves during form 1 and form 2... those bastards.. I have the commitment to train them, but do they have the commitment to be trained? perhaps only a few... which is not good enough, a marching is team is a TEAM itself, we need the whole team together to progress, if not, why bother calling it a marching team and secondly, why bother entering a marching competition for sports day? to humiliate oneself? to humiliate the whole troop? or to humiliate every single scout in our school? let these be the questions to they themselves... I've been trying to get them for training, but do they ever come? no.. seriously lame, seniors who have the most experience and skills are willing to train them but they don't want.. I've planned to resurrect the marching standards of our troop but sadly I don't think I'll be able to make it. It's strongly believe it's not my fault. I've make trainings, giving words of encouragement, and persuading them through the kind and harsh way, in the end.. nothing changed.. perhaps only those few who are committed had increased their standard of marching, probably slightly below my expectation.. which is good, because my expectation is high which sedia itself I want only 1 sound from tens of legs, repetition will keep go on whenever I hear more than 1 sound... probably their parents have been giving them a too simple life, I dunno that but marching, I have to be serious with them no matter what, I've to be darn strict, if not, it'll be useless, probably training other stuffs, I'll be lenient, but marching.. nah, dream on, the day I'm lenient towards the marchers is probably the day I'm sick or something is wrong with me. If the juniors continue to be this way, I'll just give up on them, no point training when they don't want to be trained. Maybe I'll just focus on my studies and my recruits rather on the juniors themselves, it's up to them to destroy the troop or to live it up as high as they can reach...
lol, it seems like I went of topic due to frustration, so since it's the end of our volleyball career, we'll just help out in the trainings as what our seniors are doing now, hopefully next year would be a better team, YES, WE CAN!!
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