hmm

so this is what they call as regret
it feels that i've fallen into this hollow feeling but if given the chance, i shall redeem it and cherish it more than ever, never allowing such word to resurface on my dictionary again
of cuz chances aren't given that easily, struggling for that chance and it's decided, i shall struggle for it till this very heart stops beating

I'll go for it, i knew it from the start that this would be 1 tough road and i shall walk it to the very end even if the result is empty because that's what my heart tells me and I'm going by it.

Somehow it's funny, considering that I'm studying engineering yet following my instinct but i guess this is 1 of those times where instinct is more reliable than logic and reasoning.