Seriously That's Reality

ok, the latest news is up here. There's been an accident in Grik according to my friends.

1st, today was a pretty fine day till i lose my wallet in HK. That was totally fine, it was just some cash, IC and all, luckily my passport wasn't missing. It wasn't a big fuss to me cuz i can get all of it back, just that it'll take some time and some troubles. It's awesome the way i always lose stuffs at overseas, tough luck being in overseas eh, damn it. Well, that's nothing anyway, i have Jyun to back me up financially. He's pretty much of a interest-free human bank, so it's definitely cool, lol.

Then, i came back from my outing we had together in HK, back into the room and i checked my FB. scroll scroll scroll, it was all RIP here and there. Then, my batch has a group specially for our members, including other schools, it doesn't really matter as long as we're good friends or close ones but in the same batch. Through that, i found out that my friend passed away. I was like "wtf? are you guys serious???!!". Actually i don't really have to ask that cuz there were too many of my friends posting it. It's totally impossible my friends would pull such a wide scale prank on death even though we're from St.George, especially it's our friend.

Starting, they said it was a bus accident and with the negative perspective i have with public buses in Malaysia, i damn pissed off d even if it was just a speculation. I mean like how long are you gonna improve in public transport service? So many ppl have died in your "service" and yet you're capable of repeating it countless times. If this speculation is true, I will write it to the newspaper, sms or whatever to voice out my dissatisfaction. If this public bus "service" really take away my friend's life, i'm not gonna stay down and keep quiet. My friend is so f-king young, seriously young, not even 20 dude, still a teenager on the way to adulthood. Those who know him will know his potential and even with that potential, he's a gentleman. Really, i'm not the type who go to the extra mile to praise ppl, i'll only praise them if they deserve it and even sometimes if they do, i also don't praise them but they'll earn my respect. I not close with him but through that short period with him, yeah, i saw that a man with a good potential, not the best but capable of changing things for the better if only he had that chance. If that's the way he pass away, he don't deserve such death at all, not even an accident should have taken that life away. He's the type who has a goal and the sad part is he couldn't even accomplish that goal before he left, not even a proper parting with his parents. Yeah, life is unfair in this case. It's 1 of those inevitable truth you have in this world. A grudge to anyone who cause his death? Yeah, i'll have that unless it's categorized under what human call as fate.

Seriously, think about it. Imagine you have a friend, you understand his character or at least know him as a friend and at this young age, his life was taken away. You know he's promising and has a good character yet he just die like that. Accident. No partings, no early notice even to himself and no death sign at all. That's sad, especially to his parents. Now to think about it, those ppl who lost their loved ones in this way, it's seriously tough on them. It'll be 1 hell of a nightmare in life for them but i hope they'll get through it well, obviously in time. So... i've just lost a friend, i'm not talking about number, it's about relationship, a life which is connected to you and losing a friend in this manner feels sucks. You don't want it at all. Of cuz there are many yet to come and there are also those closer ones to me too cuz i'm still young (seriously, i'm young), i'll definitely be able to go through this many times. So, Rest In Peace, my dear friend, i'll remember you and once i do know where your grave is, i'll definitely be there to give you a late parting (cuz his funeral is tomorrow which is today but i'm still in HK, damn). Also, if there's heaven, i believe you'll be part of it.

btw, the real news haven't been confirmed. We bet it's coming out tomorrow, it better be an accident. If not, i'll be pissed off d. ahh, i would've like to send him off with the Last Post, if only i could do it, haih. hmm, can i actually borrow the bugle from the scout den and blow the last post at his grave? i wonder. (i also wonder whether i can still blow it or not, lol). Well, anyway, we'll have to get over it and do what's have to be done before this 'death sentence' reaches us.
お前さ、たましがどこにあっても、幸せにしてください。