Dilemma

Ahh....This is stupid. I'm still deciding whether to go to Muar or not with my mum. The main problem is the day she's going back on, it's the 1st day of CNY, how stupid is that...And i thought it's supposed to be celebrated with the family, as in direct family, /e5.Due to that, i'm here to list it out some stuffs,  kinda lazy to find paper and pen to write, haha.

Pros: Many ppl, very festive, free fireworks, got plenty of ppl to play chor tai ti or 21 with........ that's all? Ya, basically it's numbers, will probably be skipping jam too, taiping kinda shit d now for the traffic. Even if ok also, the drivers all f-king noob 1, at least better than shah alam's 1. SA lose in terms of giving signal. Taiping at least give signal at the last minute (which is useless, at least got, late is better than never), SA is dont give at all, that always happen when we cross the road on the way to eat. That 1 i seriously dont care wei, just walk oni, they dare they bang me la, bloody shit them. Speaking of these ppl makes me damn fiery wei, bloody, but seriously la, damn a lot of stupid drivers 1 until I cant comprehend that I curse them loudly in the car to cool myself down. Man also, some noob 1 but through experience, women somehow daydream in car more, their brain ah like always thinking so many things in 1 shot causing them to be indecisive on the road even when they are locals of that area. Oh yeah, that day got 1 aunty damn pro wei in Taiping, boths side got cars, as in my lane and opposite. That aunty dont bother, she make a U-turn on the road. Some more her car is big, need to do the 3 steps U-turn, damn stupid, so inconsiderate of other ppl and that aunty was the 2nd car in front of mine. Then, the car in front me also another pro fellow. Starting he stop, wait for that aunty to do that U-turn (i think). Then, that aunty u-turn finish d, he still stop there, no signal to the left like showing he want to stop at the side at all, just stay in the car. Then, he kena horn d, only move in front a bit more to the left. Very "significant" difference la, it's just like 5cm to the left? Luckily the opposite lane no car d, can overtake him. The only thing i regret is that i should have taruh him kao kao with my horn man that day, dah lah i play mousehunt, later he gg kena my ice maiden trap oni know. Then.......... can bring back my digital drum easily cuz car.
lol, this is super out of topic but nvm.

Cons: like damn a lot.... can't meet up with my friends, a lot of friends ah, bloody. Angpau lesser cuz cant go their house, the fun time will be lesser, freedom restricted as in sleeping time and all cuz my grandfather is old generation 1, sleeping time already set, at a certain time, he will tarik everyone go sleep and off lights all, no privacy time which i love very much cuz too many ppl there in 1 place, what i do also they will wanna know, sometimes disturb a bit although which i dont really mind that much la. The sleeping time is more annoying, it's damn stupid cuz you're not sleepy, ppl force you to sleep. When you try to sleep even with lights off, you cant sleep cuz you're not sleepy. At there, there's a chance of probably wasting 2 hours of your life TRYING to sleep and while you're trying to sleep, it's not that fun either cuz you wont stay in 1 or 2 positions like how you do when you're asleep. Too long in 1 position, you'll get a little numb and have to change position but the ultimate 1 is wasting damn a lot of time. Hopefully CNY special la, can freely stay awake. Then, i got nowhere to go there, Muar is like damn boring actually, at least the otak-otak is delicious la. Sapu until lau sai also dun mind ah, hahaha. Oh ya, internet damn slow there, load 1 epd, i think i can finish study a few chapters of physics d or probably all. Some more so many cousins and all bring laptop, sure gone case d the internet. If only got somewhere in Muar... ah ha! Jessy's house, i'm gonna rape her internet wei if i get to stay in her house, pls ah, her internet ah, not her. I can bet nobody will (or wants to) rape her la anyway, lol. I bet she's gonna read this, so, what i'm saying is it's good la nobody wanna rape you. No deeper meaning to it (とおもいます）。plus i bet can sleep anytime cuz modern family ma, dun mind even if din sleep at all whole night playing with computer. 1 more con would be i dont think i can practise my drum there as in with digital drum for the performance cuz it's freaking rude rite as in your relatives in the living room (which will happen when everyone is awake) and you go hide somewhere play drum, lol. Sleeping time pulak, obviously cant play la. That time, it'll be either the laptop or the drum disturb their sleep.

Frankly speaking, i prefer my friends more than that of my relatives cuz obviously our bond is stronger and it's been a long time not seeing many of them + their updates while for my relatives, cousins are like ok la, can talk, only 1 good terms, not saying the others bad terms la, others all neutral. If all bad terms ah, fuh, that 1 no need my mum ask me, i can straight tell her i wont go Muar forever d la, lol.

Hmm, actually it's very easy to decide if i dont have that digital drum with me or my mum driving back there alone. However, digital drum is simple as in, i just need to settle all my luggage in just 1 bag and i can carry it everywhere. So now it's left with my mum going back there alone cuz my sis dowan go back there cuz it's damn boring which i seriously agree. Ah well, not like she dare to drive on highway also. Haih, nvm la, i think i'll just go back this year and skip next year.

Looks like it's done, yeah!

Then, this holiday, i'm trying to settle the japanese new words book, currently in chapter 17 oni, 4 more to go, dun think i can settle it though but if can, wanna settle until 20, quite tough actually cuz damn a lot of words. I dunno how last time, got a few ppl study dictionary can remember all the words they learned, crazy memory power they have there.